ive finally realized who my true friends are and who were just fakes all along . it sucks realizing half this town is two faced.. i know ive messed up in the past but everyone makes mistakes .. but this whole town is fucking screwed up .. people arent friends over little boy problems . i dont get this at all .. im seriously fucking down here and wanna move so incredibly bad. fuck everything here .

peace im done

wo0a havent really had time to write in this .. but i decided to today cuhz i hadda get up real early for my away soccer game  and wen i got at our school it got cancelled? lol my coach is to fcken laZy to call us and tell us.. im happy it got cancelled tho hehe. well lately this last week has been alot of fun..

friday i had school then soccer practice and i wasnt really running my hardest bc i had this big ass blister on my heal and it hurt like crazy and jus bc i didnt wanan lol .so we were doing suicide drills and i wasnt sprinting my hardest and the coach SCREAMS at me " mallory if your not gunna run get off the feild" . " GET OF THE FRIGGEN FEILD " "NOOOWWW!!!!!" i was scared shitless.. so i was like watever fck this so i got of the feild.. carolyn tried gettin me to jus leave but i was like nahh that will jus make it even worse .. after soccer practice i went on sabrinas bus w carolyn wen to sabrinas got all dressed and shit and went to the foOtbalL game.. AlOt of people were there<33 got to see everybody :) .. after her sister piked us up .. in her liddle car and we hadda fit 10 of us in there .. there was three layers of us in the back seats .. and well duh i jus hadda be the bottom layer.. got sqooshed like crazy Uh.. went to carolyns a whole buncha people were there .. my age carolyns and like alot older.. good party .. alotta alcohol <33 yum. carolyn-" mal come here wow stand up and try shaking ur butt you like cant feel it its so cool" Hahahaha i love her!! .. that nite was fckin crazyy !!! i loved it .. saturday we had a game in the mornin. oh man that wasnt that great haha .. me n carolyn tryin 2 run up n down the feild hah .. after i went home took a shower took a liddle naMe .. and went back 2 carolyns .. hung out w a lot of ppl .. walked to the bay watched the fireworks from LBI.. then got piked up around 11 30 ish.. sunday i had work from 12 to 8 with miKe oB .. haha it was alot of fun .. monday thru thursday i had school and gay ass soccer practice and games .. i think our coach was gunna kill us .. Oh manN.. 1st pd - i have photographics which sucks bc i never picked that class?? i have gigi <33 and rj in my class.. 2nd pd - gym  with brii speer<333 joe L fitZy and smevy .. oh man lol .. 3rd - biology with joe L fitZy and sMevy haha .. that class is already crazy .. 4th pd - lunch which sucks bc usually at that time id still b sLeeping?? truu buht jackie niKKi michelley hutch fitzy joey yodice brandon foster ryan nardin ashLey abbey natalie mike p and other ppl r in it .. its okay i guess.. study hall is ryan buht hes like never there??? mytyk and marY .. 5th pd SUCKS!!!! geometry with mrs kubler and i had her last yr!!! uhh .. melissa alyssa and terence r in there .. 6th pd is latin with matthew clark .. hehe 7th pd is english w mike rivera .. hes awesome!! and woZ hehe.. 8th pd is history and that teacher fcken sucks ass!!! .. have it with stephie riley!! wo0o0a .. amBer and casey .. and dylan .. my class r good besides geometry .. i hate it ! .. well yesterday was a big screw up .. kristiNa and carolyn were suppose 2 come over .. buht carolyn went home to take a shower and uhmm idk ware she is now?? soo tru .. real cool.. then kristina was suppose 2 come here buht brito was there .. it was real confusing so i jus went to kristinas .. and her me n brito went to trups haha .. hes so funny .. and schmidty mary and liddle vent was there .. and we jus chilled and ate food .. haha the study group wudnt let us eat ne of it lol .. then we were gunna walk to kates cuhz ppl were there to buht then we got stopped by matt and brii was in the car :) wo0o0a .. and we got piked up and went to the football feilds to see a fight which never fcken happened which was ridiculous .. so we got back to trups and dj sabrina and some other kid were like next to the house .. and they were being gay as hell . after dj c alled me and told me he rele wanted to hang out w me ? i fcken hate guys .. so i jus didnt talk to him  .. and i jus walked away wasnt really ina good mood after that so .. me brito kristina n trup went inta trups house .. and jus chilled in his room and kristina got sick for like 30 mins ? lol we think it was from the cold chinese food lol .. then me n kristina got piked up at like 11 ish .. we were suppose 2 go out again and drink or sum shit .. buht that never happened .. kristina got a liddle sick .. so we jus passed out lol .. then i woke up at 7 3o to go 2 my game today that got fucken cancelled?? and kristina went home cuhz she hadda manage the boys soccer team .. haha .. well now ima go 2 sleep idk wa im doin 2day ..

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